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. beauty [ STAGE 3 ONGOING ]

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 1, 2014, 12:52 AM

this is your warning. if you are not going to participate in boss battle: level two, note the group now so we can make sure you're put on the list of the excused. 

reminder: we will be dealing with Lygophobia, the fear of darkness. The level will also contain mentions of suicide, depression, and general self-deprecation.  Jumpscares and flashing images may be present.

put all of your event pictures in the correct folders.




Miss Hapen



































they said... y o u are really pretty, you know?





Y o u are b e a u t i f u l to me





… a million m i l e s away from any other living being





… surrounded in darkness so no one can see y o u r UNPLEASANT face





… ha ha

… HA HA HA

you're right.











you know who e l s e looks the most stunning in the dark?











Y O U .










YOUR SPILLED BLOOD

YOUR SHRIVELED ORGANS

YOUR BROKEN, PRETTY LITTLE FACE

YOUR PANICKED, BRILLIANT LITTLE MIND

DOES IT ALL REALLY EXIST IF NO ONE CAN SEE IT?









DOES PAIN EXIST IF YOU CANNOT SEE THE WOUNDS?









DO YOU REALLY EXIST IF NO ONE CAN SEE YOU?









YOU WILL BE P U L L E D INTO THE LONELY ABYSS TO SUFFER AS I HAVE


BECAUSE N O ONE LOVES YOU THE WAY YOU THINK THEY DO


Y O U HAVE CONVINCED YOURSELF THAT OTHERS WISH TO HEAR FROM YOU, WELL


ALL ANYONE WILL EVER HEAR FROM YOU NOW ARE YOUR SCREAMS


YOUR TEARING FLESH


YOUR LIQUID BEAUTY POURING FROM YOUR BODY AND ONTO THE FLOOR


SPLASHING THAT HEAVENLY SOUND THAT SAYS,


'THERE IS NOTHING OF WORTH LEFT INSIDE OF ME'


AND EVENTUALLY YOU WILL BE FORGOTTEN


OR SHUNNED


THEY WILL LEARN TO T U N E OUT YOUR WORTHLESS BABBLING


YOU WILL BE DUMPED AND DEEMED T R A S H







simple trash... the garbage of the human race

useless to all. Useless to yourself.







Isn't that what you've always wanted?







isn't that the goal you've been working towards?






maybe if i try hard enough,


i can help you achieve just that.











I DREAM OF A BETTER PLACE








WHERE NO ONE IS BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE NO ONE CAN SEE

EVERYONE WILL HIDE

EVERYONE WILL CRY

ALONE

ALONE

A L O N E

WITH ME

DO I EVEN EXIST?

YOU WON'T KNOW BECAUSE YOU CANNOT SEE, YOU CANNOT FEEL ME...






BEG ME FOR MERCY

BEG ME  F O R  M E R C Y

I A M IN  P O W E R  HERE

THE  U G L Y  BEAST

NOT YOU.






and that is all I've ever wanted.











[ stage o n e ]





general r ules


[ keep in mind when you are making your event submissions ]

○ If you have reached "friend" status or higher with an NPC that can join your party (check their reference picture) then they can come into the boss battle with you and help fight. meaning you can draw them in too and your player will be less likely to get hurt. Spectre will come no matter what.

○ you may go into the battle alone with Spectre, but it's highly suggested that you bring at least one other player/NPC to ensure that you come out okay. Players may go into the battle in large parties of no more than 5 (not including NPCs).

○ You may use multiple players if you have more than one.

○ as proof that your player participated, we would like you to do something for at least two stages. You may skip one.

○ you do not have to draw the boss in your pictures if you do not want to.





» Oh, gross...! Why is there piles of trash everywhere? And those black hairy shadows leaking out from under the door don't look very safe, either...



[ Keys: ] "I dunno what ya mean, it's just like yer bedroom back home, isshunit?"



[ Keys: ] "HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!"

» ...

[ Keys: ] "*ahem*"



[ Keys: ] "Sorry."

[ Keys: ] "Anyways, thashh the deal with these doors. They're based on the bosses they lead to, if you haven't notished already."  

[ Keys: ] "Ooooooh WHO ARE WE SEEIN', SPEC?"  



[ Spectre: ] "M...Miss Hapen?"



[ Keys: ] "THASH RIGHT, WHO'S A GOOD BOY, SPECCY? WHOSE A GOOD BOY!!"  



[ Spectre: ] "I am!"

[ Keys: ] "THASS RIGHT-"  

» Please stop doing that.



[ Keys: ] "Anyways, just go in, beat her up, get out. Simple. Probably more so than the last guy. She should be less feisty than the other bosses."

» Why is that?



[ Keys: ] "You'll see."

[ You plug your nose and open the door, inevitably breathing in the disgusting scents of this 'Miss Hapen's home. As soon as you're sucked into the room, you're surrounded in... cold darkness. ]











» Ahh, I'm walking but I can't see a thing...! Anything could just- WHAT IS THAT!



[ You feel something brush up against you and quickly shove it away on instinct. It makes a surprised squeal. Oh, that voice... ]










[ Spectre: ] "It's meeee! I'm still here!"

» Oh, sorry...



[ ???: ] "Who's... there...?"



» Um...



[ ???: ] "Hm...?"

» Miss... Hapen?

[ Miss Hapen: ] "Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh..."



[ Miss Hapen: ] "You smell like... a player! ...ooooohhhhhh...! nooooo..."



» Uh, yes... You're shaking an awful lot, it's kind of... making the whole room move... Can you come closer so I can see you?



[ Miss Hapen: ] "Noooooooo..."



» Listen, I'm just trying to...













[ Miss Hapen: ] "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"


» BATTLE, START!


[ TIPS!: ] to participate in the fighting stages, all you need to do is pick an action/attack that Miss Hapen does and draw or RP your characters/party reacting to it. Whether they are hit or dodge and manage to fight back is up to you. Miss Hapen will keep coming regardless. Feel free to use Spectre as a shield. Think of this as a half-written script-- You need your player to fill in the gaps. (You don't have to fill in EVERY gap, just one will still count)




* Keep in mind that lights do not work for more than a few seconds in Miss Hapen's room. There's no way to constantly see her, even if you have night-vision. Listen carefully.




HP: 350/350
[ Miss Hapen Reference ]




[ Miss Hapen: ] "What are you DOING HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?"



[ ATTACK ]  You hear the piercing scream as you try to approach the boss. Large pieces of trash are thrown at your face. You can only assume that they came from Miss Hapen herself.



[ Miss Hapen: ] "LEAVE ME ALOOOOOOOOOOOONE!"



[ ATTACK ] You're hit with a giant glob of foul-smelling goo that's now covering your entire body... gross. Don't let any of that get into your mouth, now... That could be toxic.



[ Miss Hapen: ] "Hhhhaahhhhaaaaa... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"



[ ATTACK ] You managed to get close to her head, but she turns around and bites you, full force! You're thrown back onto the ground.



[ Miss Hapen: ] "Booohooohoo..."



[ RETREAT ] She withdraws from you now, trying to hide behind some boxes and random furniture... Does she really think that's going to stop you? Her crying grows louder...



[ Miss Hapen: ] "WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH"



[ ATTACK ] AND LOUDER,



[ Miss Hapen: ] "I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU! GET OUT! GET OUT! GET OUT! GET OUT! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"



[ ATTACK ] Her deafening voice is echoing off the walls of the room, making you too stunned to move. Someone needs to shut her up...!



[ Miss Hapen: ] "THIS ISN'T FAIR! STOP- STOP EXISTING! STOP! STOP! STOP! STOP!"



[ ATTACK ] Several black hands sprout from her body, all swatting at you at once. They'll grab hold of you if you aren't fast enough!



[ Miss Hapen: ] "Urghhh...!"



[ RETREAT ] You've gotten a good hit on her, so she collects her black goop and makes her body grow twice as tall. She looks down at you wearily from her safe height and you can feel large tear droplets splashing on your head and by your feet.






HP: 250/350







[ stage t w o ]





HP: 250/350
[ Miss Hapen Reference ]



[ Miss Hapen: ] "Why... wouldn't you leave me alone... when I told you to...?"



[ Miss Hapen: ] "Who is so stupid... that they can't RUN FOR THEIR LIVES!"



























[ Miss Hapen: ] "THERE'S NOTHING FOR YOU TO DO HERE! WHY ARE YOU TRYING SO HARD?"







[ Miss Hapen: ] "I see... *sniff* You want me to... become even uglier for you..."



[ Miss Hapen: ] "Do you think that's... funny?"



[ Miss Hapen: ] "I'll... humor you..."






[ You can barely hear her sobs and sniffles as she grows quieter... and quieter... The mountain of trash goes still and for a moment it seems like nothing was living in there at all. The top of the pile starts to fall limp, as if it were melting... You only get a few seconds to process what happens next, as something makes its way out of Miss Hapen's old, rotting sanctuary. ]














[ Miss Hapen: ] "..."



» ...!











[ Spectre: ] "Ooooh..."









[ Miss Hapen: ] "......"




» Is she just... going to stare at me forever? [ am I even sure that this is actually Miss Hapen?? ]









[ Spectre: ] "Sure! She's just not much of a talker! Go for it, player!! Heehehehe!"









[ Miss Hapen: ] "R̙̟̹̮R̡͕̲̬̤̪͓R̫͕̫ͅR̙̟̘̥͟R҉̫̹͉̱̥R̴̪R͎ͅR̻̯̣̥̳̙R͙R̠̫͖̻͎̞R͖̣̰͚͝RR̬͕̻͠R̠̬̩̬R҉̦̠̼̣͎̣̖R̢͖̤͇̖̳R͓̩͉͞R̢͍̩̟̝̪R̺͖̻̞̺̭R̥̞͎̱̮̦̠͘R̼͈̤̣̻̱R̶̗̯R̶Ṟ͚̟͚ͅR̸̮̤̮R͉̤̠̳Ṟ̵̹͍̯͇͈R̡̥..."






» STAGE TWO, START!







[ TIPS!: ] to participate in the fighting stages, all you need to do is pick an action/attack that Miss Hapen does and draw or RP your characters/party reacting to it. Whether they are hit or dodge and manage to fight back is up to you. Miss Hapen will keep coming regardless. Feel free to use Spectre as a shield. Think of this as a half-written script-- You need your player to fill in the gaps. (You don't have to fill in EVERY gap, just one will still count)




* Keep in mind that lights do not work for more than a few seconds in Miss Hapen's room. There's no way to constantly see her, even if you have night-vision. Listen carefully.






[ Miss Hapen: ] "A̡̮̺͔͇̻͍A͇͓̤̩̼À̟͙̻͚̞̮̜͔̩́͜A̷̱̭̦̖̥A҉̨̬̣̯̬A̷̧҉̗̝̭̱̦͉̜̝A̢̮̱̘̫͇̤̞͢A̛̹͖̘̥͕͎̟͝Ą̝͖̹̟̳͖̘̬͡ͅA̴̝̙̥̩A̕҉̝̲͎̫͎ͅA̷͎A̯̰̼̣̼̞̹̞̘A̴̩̜A̶̭̦̯̝̥̖̗͍̞͜͝A̡̤͇͇̤A̵͖̖̼A̴͙̼͡A̢̮̰̘̲Ḁ̰͎̥̪̳ͅA̛̜͈̻͕͔͚ͅA̤̪͓̞̩͇̱A҉"



[ ATTACK ] Miss Hapen lets her room go pitch black for a moment, and you see a light flicker in the corner of your eye. She lunges out at you and aims to stab your chest rather than your face.



[ Miss Hapen: ] "A̫̱̻͚͔͍̱͝A̧̙̼̜̯͍̼̖̦̕A̶̡͍̬̩̜̗͚̰A̴͓͇A͉̪A̠̲͔̩͕̣̤̺A͝͏̫̞͈͔͉̦͎̠A̺͈A̟̻̠̠A̵̛̫̗̮A̠͓̺͓̮̻̭͚A̸̶͕͔Á̧͉A͡҉̸̠̪A̢͏̢̣̝͕͉̯̬A͏̵̣͕̞̜̜͚͖̱͞Ą̵͏͔̟̹A̶̴̭̕A̵̫̟͉̰͓̲̱͉̯͝A͉̜͚͝A̡̫͕̥͇͞Ą̞̫͈͙̟͚͡A̸̗̲͢À̡̫A̳̙̰̜͝A̵̗̗͇̹̬͍̪͙͘A͏̶̨͙̤͚͕̘Ạ̢̩̼̘̞̙͘A̸̵͇̝̻̯͍͇̯̳ͅÁ̡̪̹A̸̘̯̮̮͖̯͙̪̙A̷͖̥̯̦̟̰A͖̗̲̯͈̗͚̜̠A̦̺̩̭̮͉͞A̭̠̱͙̬͎A҉"



[ ATTACK ] She darts around your body quickly, trapping you in her thick sludge tail in an attempt to prevent you from breathing.



[ Miss Hapen: ] "h͟҉̹͙̖h̳̜͔͈̘͙̙̫̙h̘̝̮́ͅ.̝̮̺͉̳̲͖͕́.̧̘̬̪͕͉͘.̥͘"



[ RETREAT ] She backs off... The light of her mirror now flickers several feet away from you. She's watching your every move, waiting for you to do something.



[ Miss Hapen: ] "Ạ̠G̡̛͖͕̕H̴̩̦͚̳͉̟̻̖͠!͏̴̰̠̠̗"



[ DEFENSE? ] She seems to have tripped on something. Fearsome.



[ Miss Hapen: ] "I̬ ̙̞̣͚͍̭̤̕C̠A̞̺̥̦N͏͇̙̘͉̝'͖̮̤̫T̠͚̳̯͔̘͡.͍͙.҉͓͉͈̗̼.̙̜̰̫͈̝ͅ ̨͚͔̟H̴̘OL̖̮̀D̲̘͇̪͙ ͜B̫̱͕̯͡ͅA̵ͅC̢͍̠̜̥̺K̝̤̝ ̗̤̞̭̣Ạ͈̭̙̹N̫̠̺͔͔̗̝͘Y̖̦̥͇̦͎̭͘ ̬̟̤͚̦͡M̶̱̲̪O̩̱̘̻̼R̯̲̼̭̜͖̘E͏̪͕̙!̨͖͈͔ͅ"



[ ATTACK ] For the first time this fight, she aims to skewer your eyes. Letting her near you now would cause some serious damage. Even now, you can hear her crying.






HP: 100/350






[ stage t h r e e ]





HP: 100/350
[ Miss Hapen Reference ]






[ Miss Hapen: ] ".̟͟.̧̲͉͖͉̲ͅ.̧h̶͉̤̳̜o̙̣͔̹w̨͕̺̬̰͚̤̺?͓̥͕ ̥̰̰H̙̼̙͈o̗͉̕w͕ ̦̯̼͉c҉̪̭͔͙̩ͅo̮̼͉ul͓͜ḏ̼̝͖ ̸̖̗̪̻͉̭̬y̪͖̪o͏̰̠͖̗͖̺͕u̬̗̥̗̼̙?̠͕̞̗"





[ This is Miss Hapen's... final form.

But to you, it looks more like she's slowly destroying herself.
]





[ Miss Hapen: ] "..."





[ Miss Hapen: ] "...oh. Here I am again."





[ Miss Hapen: ] "I am trash. I am trash. I am trash. I am trash. I am trash. I am trash. I am trash. I am trash. I am trash. I am trash. I am trash. I am trash."


[ You figure this will be just like last time. Distract Miss hapen enough, and you can finish this quickly. That's what you hope, anyways... ]


[ TIPS!: ] The last stage of a boss battle is special in the sense that it is more talking than fighting. Your job is to reject everything Miss Hapen says and argue with her in your own way. whatever you think will help subdue her. Comment below to do so. You'll see the journal update whenever Miss Hapen says something new.




[ Miss Hapen: ] "I am worthless. I am terrible. I am weak. I am ugly. I am undesirable. I am disgusting. I am dead. I am dead. I am dead. I am dead."





[ Miss Hapen: ] "YOU ARE DEAD. YOU ARE DEAD. YOU ARE DEAD. YOU AR͞E̪̘̫̯͍̗̙ ̀D̪͈̜̰͞E͏̺̲Ḁ̧͔ͅD̷̦̦̮̩.̠̟̞͢ͅ"


» Miss Hapen, wait!





[ Miss Hapen: ] "WHAT?"


» What you want... is beauty, right? But this isn't the way...


» _________


» Why...does Hapen think she's trash...? ...Why do you care so much...about beauty?





[ Miss Hapen: ] "A player like you would not understand. You don't know who I really am. What I live and die for. This is not opinion, or my own feelings. It is fact. I was made to be hated."


» You know I'm not disagreeing with you. You are those things and even though I have disdain for you, I admire the fact that you can admit that about yourself. And if I'm going to die in this game, I know it wont be by the hand of someone as atrocious as you.





[ Miss Hapen: ] "Y̩̥͇̤̖O̻͖̜̼̝̺͖U̻̹̻̝̬͡ ͙̖̰̖̖̭̫́U̩N͉̝͉̺̗͉̜D͕̟̺̣E̗̦̩͔R̡̪̰ST̸A̟Ṉ̵̺͖D̝̦͓̜̖͠ ̝̠H̱̺̻̳̬A͔̦̗̻L̨̖̗͓F̹̜̥̬̦ͅ ̸O̫͔͖̞͔͉͞F̠̺̬̰ ͇̰̖̹̺̺͖I̭̟̩͙T̩̤͞    .͕̼͍̣͢ Do  not admire me. There is nothing to my existence. I am an old, used tool, wanting to be disposed of by the d--"


[ Miss Hapen: ] "by the..."





[ Miss Hapen: ] "them."


» YOU ARE UGLY YOU ARE TERRIBLE YOU ARE WEAK YOU ARE NASTY! NASTY NASTY NASTY!! YOU ARE DEAD!!!





[ Miss Hapen: ] "Yes."


» Really, you are flipping stupid! If you think that you're ugly then you and others are going to believe it! But if you think your beautiful and present yourself in that manor then you may get your point across!


[ Miss Hapen: ] "Haha."


» Miss Hapen, you have to stop this, right now! How can you ever expect to be beautiful to others if you can't even convince yourself? This negativity is going to destroy you, can't you see that?





[ Miss Hapen: ] "Let it kill me. The less time I spend here, the better."


» This emotional self harm you're inflicting upon yourself is toxic... Please, I know from experience. I used to believe I was unworthy of anyone's attention. That I was better off either pretending I was someone else, or dead. And the emotional abuse I put myself through still stayed with me, even in this dreaded game. By bullying yourself, you become trapped in a self-fulfilling prophecy. You start to convince yourself that you are pathetic, that you are worthless.


[ Miss Hapen: ] "Hurt... inflicted upon myself? Who is hurting me... really? It's you... you are... look at me... you did this. You are the bully, standing right in front of me. "


» Please, listen to me. Before you become loved by others, you must take responsibility and learn to love yourself.


[ Miss Hapen: ] "I cannot learn to do anything. It's impossible. I cannot love myself as others so easily can, as it is not my job. "


» It'll take time, but I know you can stop this.





[ Miss Hapen: ] "I'm not sure if you've caught on yet, but I do not have much time."


» Death or mutilating yourself certainly won't get you what you desire.





[ Miss Hapen: ] "It will stop me from wanting it."


» Whether or not you are ugly on the outside, I'm sure you're gorgeous on the inside. That's all that matters.


[ Miss Hapen: ] "... Trite expressions will get you nowhere."


» ...But why does it matter to you what others think? I may think you are ugly, but you should not let others judge you.


[ Miss Hapen: ] "Look at society and tell me that it doesn't matter what others think. If you want to be seen as valuable, you make sure you look the part. You doll up. You have to possess some form of natural beauty to even be given the chance. If there's nothing special about you, you're ignored or hated upon. I am just stating the simple truth of this corrupted world that I no longer live in. "


[ Miss Hapen: ] "It was always more comfortable here, where I am the only one that sees me. I am the only one that hates me."


[ Miss Hapen: ] "But now you're here, too."


» Other people may be born beautiful with looks and stuff Miss Hapen, but that isn't true beauty. True beauty is gained from learning and experiencing things, not by tearing down your walls once you fail to do something right. N-no matter how much you try to make sure n-n-no one see you for what you are, it won't matter, there will always be people who see past it. But that's okay...


» ...It's okay because there will be th-those who see the true beauty inside you, those who won't see a monster and that's why you need to stop hurting yourself miss. Beauty doesn't come from destroying yourself and trying again, It comes from taking what you have and making it a gift. I d-ddon't see you as trash Miss. I don't see you as ugly. I s-see someone t-that n-n-needs help and a f-friend.


[ Miss Hapen: ] "There is no one to see past the monster that I am. It doesn't matter what you say. This was, and has always been my fate."





[ Miss Hapen: ] "This is... right. This is how it's supposed to be."


» You're beautiful in your own ways ! You're not worthless, you're not weak ! You managed to stay strong enough for us to do this battle ! You're not trash ! You're none of what you said ! It's the contrary !


[ Miss Hapen: ] "It's amusing when you lie to me."


» If you're trash, you're the prettiest trash I've seen. If you do not see beauty in yourself, you need a better mirror or you're just not lookin' hard enough, doll.





[ Miss Hapen: ] "Are you an idiot? Why don't you take a look at the mirror on my face and tell me who looks more alive."


» I know you're in a lot pain....someone....people must have hurt you very badly for you to turn out this way. You want them....us to suffer for it like you have, don't you? You want us to feel as worthless and disgusting as you do, because you are so angry and so hurt, it might seem like the only way. That's wrong.





[ Miss Hapen: ] "The 'someone' that hurt me... IS YOU... S̼͇̮O̜̪ ̴Y̻̠̬̕O͞U͉̹̹̳̼̻͘ ̝̝̲̥̠̤W̷̳̘̱͙̼͓Ḭ̫̩̯̼͝L̩͓̥̳̙L̖̥̼ ͔̩̀S̪̼̜͕ͅÙ͙͍̖͓F̷̞̥̥̤̬F̗̲̤̣͢ͅͅER͖̞͖̠̯.͉̞͜.͈̱͙̞̠.̱̕"


» I can help you...I /want/ to help you. You can't let whoever hurt you be right. They would want this, for you to feel like this. You have to prove them wrong; prove that you are of worth, you are beautiful, you are so many greater things than just...trash. I know what you may think. It feels hopeless, doesn't it? Well....there's always hope. There's always been hope for you. Just...let me help you. You can't keep shutting people out, it'll only harm you more. It's okay to need help sometimes. I'm here to help.





[ Miss Hapen: ] "Y̹̘̟̳̪͠O̠U͍̫̣ ̷̯͈D͎͓̟̞̩Ị̲̲̺̀D̰͉ ͏̳͉̠̳̘̝T̴̞̙̝͚̪͔̭H̹̥͇͓I̲̫͡S̸̯ͅ.̢͚̹͙̠̤̻͇.͎̟͓͖̟͟.͏͚͖̟̮̼̗ ͕̻̱̲̙͞ͅA̟̩̻͕N͍̟̦̲D̰̻ͅ ̼͔͝N͚̪͖O͈͠W̴ ̞̺̟̮͟Y̪͉̣O̡̗Ṵ͝ ̜̠W͎̼A҉̬̥̝ŃT ̵̘͕̙͍̺͚̖T̴̪̰̜̱̣O̮͓̬̹̖̝͙ H̱͔̣̩͎͞E҉͕̦L̞̪͎̝̗P̹͇͇̩̘͟?̵̭̬̳̗̻̹̩"





[ Miss Hapen: ] "I am no imbecile... I am not an ignorant child like Crawler Bug... who let himself be cut down by you players because of your... brainwashing. "


[ Miss Hapen: ] "YOU̸ ́AR̷E͘ ͞T͢H͟E͡ ÒNE̢S̡ ͟H͏UR͠T̵I̧N͟G ME W̡ITH̴ YO̴UR̸ ͏BE̸A͜UT͞Y͘. DƠ YOU̡ UNDE̛R҉S̶TA̧ND̶? ̡SO T̴H҉AT IS̶ WH̷Y͝ ̡YOU NE̵E͝D͡ ́T͢O BE S͟H͜ROU̡D͠E͘D͢ IN DAR̴K͜NES̀S͢ ̵S͘O̶ I̵ W͢IL͏L̵ ͢N҉E͟VER̵ ̸S̛E̵E Y̨O҉U ͟AGAIN.͡ "


» Are we really the ones who hurt you?


»  __________


» This world isn't all that bad.. I know that. There are people out there who will understand you. There are people out there who will care for you.


[ Miss Hapen: ] "You live in the world of the Dreamscape now and you say it is... not all that bad? I can't leave this place to meet anyone but you."


» Doll, you have beauty hidden inside you like a seed. Let it plant itself in your heart and you will be beautiful. Being alone and cryin' will get you nowhere but deeper into the pit you've dug yourself.





[ Miss Hapen: ] "You don't know what's inside me. "


» We never brainwashed Crawler Bug, that's not what we do Miss Hapen!  We were trying to help him and sometimes...sometimes you have to be hurt before you can truly be helped.


[ Miss Hapen: ] "Thats right. Kill me, so you can help yourself. Because the only way to 'save' me is to get rid of me, right?"


» Are we really to blame? Are you pinning this.... bullshit on us alone? Surely you aren't that shitbrained as you look. We did what we had to do to live. As disgusting as it is and as painful it is for me to say it, it's a dog eat dog world here, and if you have to be taken down for it, that is fine for me. Besides, if you do get "brainwashed," what would you even look like? A pile of shit? Gross.





[ Miss Hapen: ] "...and some players don't even care about saving us. Understandable, seeing as you know nothing about the true nature of this game."


» What would killing me change? Nothing. Killing me would just show that whoever hurt you was right.





[ Miss Hapen: ] "You don't know who you're talking about..."


» You can't let that happen, you can't let them think that they were right about you all along. You have to show them. You have to show them that you are better than them! That you are so much more than what they thought! Killing me...us...would just put you at their level. Do you really want that? Do you want to be compared to those who hurt you?


» For me...that would be a fate worse than death. I don't want to die, either. I want to live....and show them that they were wrong. You can do the same. I can...be there for you. I can help you. We can do it together, I promise. It doesn't have to be this way. It never had to. But it's not too late. You can change, I can change. We all can.


» Together.


[ Miss Hapen: ] "..."


» It's obvious you've been hurt by things or people other than us players.  We never saw you until today and you seemed hurt when we first started all of this as if someone truly did hurt you and wrong you.  Who would do that to you Miss Hapen?


[ Miss Hapen: ] "..."


» Who truly hurt you?


[ Miss Hapen: ] "......





[ Miss Hapen: ] "...the beautiful.


» Haha! What beauty do you see in me right now? Look at me! I'm battered, bleeding, bruised and a general disaster yet you have the right to call me pretty? I don't need to be shrouded in darkness to hide my beauty, cause there's none here. So shut up and don't pin the blame on people like us who are just trying to survive your giant temper tantrum. Stop acting like a spoiled brat.





[ Miss Hapen: ] "...I was--


[ Miss Hapen: ] "--I was created--


[ Miss Hapen: ] "--created to be ugly--


[ Miss Hapen: ] "--created to destroy-


[ Miss Hapen: ] "the pretty--


[ Miss Hapen: ] "--ignorant little--


[ Miss Hapen: ] "--things I--


[ Miss Hapen: ] "--enjoyed watching--


[ Miss Hapen: ] "--I--





[ Miss Hapen: ] "a̠͕ḁ͈͔a̭͕̲̹͖Á̺̻̮A̴͇̞͇͚̹A̴̰̩̩͈̘A̝͙̜͍̯͓͢ͅA̩͕̩͕A͚̻̳̼̥͟À̱͍̘̼̞̮A͕̬Á̯̰̙̯͖͍A̗A̗͙̰̱̦̠̮A͈̞̝̻A̳̜̭͖͖͓A̧͎̖̮AA͍̗̲̺A̼͍̠̠̦̘͙͝A̯̗̝̹̯̼͇̕A̷̞A͕͢A͔̯̥A̷ͅḀ̰͙̲̬A͔͉̗͖A̙̗̩͍̼͍͟A̸̤̹̪̥̗͔͇A͓̹͖̲̣̟͕Ą͚̹̮̱Ą͇͓͎̼̮̤̙A͘A͎̰A͉̘̠


»  ...aye now, no need to raise yer voice missy I hear ye loud an' clear! I ain't tryin' to undermine yer intelligence by talkin to ye like yer an imbecile. It's obvious what yer doin' here though, lookin' like a fish caught in the mouth of a whale, tryin' to shut yerself away from all these cutlass players who are spittin' lies at ye.
None of 'em could possibly understand what it is yer seein' in yer own mind. But does this bitter ugliness ye have really sink in as deep as the surface shows?





[ Miss Hapen: ] "Yes.


» Do ye honestly think it'll be any help pullin' any of this?
I've half a mind to pull you out of there meself. Tsk tsk, lass. If anything at least talk it out, I'm sure yer words mean more than mine.


[ Miss Hapen: ] "I don't think...


» Alright, let me tell you something. And you better be listening.


[ Miss Hapen: ] "...


» I know all of this advice, all of these 'positive affirmations' sound like bullshit, cause they are. Everybody's just either pitying you or looking out for themselves here. It's dead obvious.

...But it must be hell living down here with just your thoughts, your pre-programmed misery.


[ Miss Hapen: ] "...


» And then to have all these meaningless words of praise, or people trying to 'cure' you. I'm not gonna try to fix you or undermine how you're feeling. Whether you off yourself or not is your choice alone. Now with that clear, I can listen. I don't have any magic words that can automatically make you feel beautiful, or fix society's expectations. That ain't how the world works, and self-hate runs deep. But if it helps at all, I can hear you out. No judgement, no useless advice, no opinions.





[ Miss Hapen: ] "...I can't... speak... of any of it...


[ Miss Hapen: ] "...that would... doom us all...


[ Miss Hapen: ] "They said that I... was the scum of this game... Not strong enough to be a good... enemy... Not friendly enough to be... desired by players... so the only thing i could do was...





[ Miss Hapen: ] "...make them disgusted enough to stall time.


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Foxbunni Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Pisces
Pisces looked at Miss Hapen, both of the twins showed some sympathy for the Boss of Darkness.
"We don't think you are ugly, Miss!" Ravniss's small voice pipped up. Her twin, Cateua, nodded. "Miss Hapen, you should be proud of your form. You get to be a Boss of a game! Why are you, out of all of us, chosen to play this honourable role?" Cateua added, and Ravniss squeezed her eyes shut before opening them again.
"Miss Hapen, we like you just the way you are." Pisces spoke, the united voice of the twins strong and solid.
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Foxbunni Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Heidi
The canine feline hybrid stared at the dark figure, her multi-colored eyes expressionless. "The reason why your are worthless is because you believe that you are worthless." She whispered, in a heavy, grating voice. "Your definition of yourself defines who you are. And since you think that you are a total scumbag, then you are a scumbag."
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BarefootPigeon Featured By Owner Edited Aug 30, 2014  Student General Artist
Morrowind :
"O-oh my... Well, haven't you become quite a sight? I . . . You-you, ah . . . There really doesn't seem to be anymore time left for you but, try and be rational for once in your life! Honestly, if you hadn't destroyed yourself and let others destroy you, you'd of had a far better existence here!"

[in an undertone] "Oh, if only there was more time, well- you're hopeless, oh you're hopeless. . ."
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Kurfufflen Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Demetrius: "Beauty is meaningless. What you should care about is strength. Some use their appearance to find strength. But those who are not blessed with beauty are blessed with something far greater: the ability to work for their strength. For their power. Somewhere inside yourself is the potential to try. And it's far better to try and fail than to succeed without trying."
Lysander: "Why would you be hearing us out on this if you didn't have even a glimmer of hope that we might be able to help you? It doesn't matter who they think you are. What they think you are. I think... I think you know that.  And you know what else? The first step to making something happen is believing that it can."
Demetrius: "So tell us, Miss Hapen, do you think maybe there's a chance that there's a brighter future ahead? If we work hard enough, and have the strength to prevail?"
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Darkrieyn Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
[Flandre]| "Not strong enough? You nearly killed me and you managed to get a scratch on Infine. Not friendly enough? Well, here we are having a conversation and if you weren't friendly you'd be tearing into me. Disgust players? You are beautiful in your own way. And like stated before, I think you are cute." Flan crossed her arms over her chest and smiled under her mask. This is going better than expected. Wait a moment. "...Stall time for what exactly?"
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Hawksfeathers97 Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Marie: *tips her head quizzically and whimpers in slight confusion. She taps her wrist, wanting to know more about time in the game.*
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seanmcchapman Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2014  Hobbyist Filmographer
I like how this is going good job
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joddson Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2014
Fia- "they" do not have the right to decide weather you are any of the things they called you. You have to choose yourself, but if you choose not to decide, you have given them opportunity to decide for you.
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NebulaWords Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2014  Student General Artist
[Nozomu] : "Me ? Disgusted ? I might have the first moment but now that we talked, I don't feel disgusted anymore. Maybe the game created you that way but believe me, if we do this together, if we show the world how beautiful we both are, we will prove the one who told you that wrong. Scum of this game ? The one who told you that is the real scum. Not strong enough ? I told you earlier that you were strong enough to fight with me. Heck, my wounds will agree with me. Not friendly enough ? Sweetie, if you were really unfriendly, you would have killed me despite the talk we're having. Be honest, doesn't talking to someone feel good ?"

(OMG a part of my dialogue was in there, feel kinda proud of it x3)
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IcestarRiver Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Chi: You? Worthlesss? Sscum? You are wrong. You are not dissgusting in the leasst; if anything at all you ssimply need kindnessss and a friend. They dare ssay you are not "friendly" enough for them? But they who judge you, are they "playerss" ssuch as we are? Why can "they" judge you to be unssuitable for our friendship, when they are not even playerss themsselvess? Useless words. 
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